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best moment in 2011

2011-12-27T04:07:00.000-08:00

i'm coming back, have a very long time i didn't updates my blog because i'm lazy

so fast 2011 is in the end , 4 more days to start 2012

what is your best moment in 2011?

my best moment in this 2011 is

1. This is the 2nd year with my him ,i'm so happy our long relationship. Hope our relationship will be long long and long

2. Know many friends from college, know more other face people i had didn't face before,this is a good start to build my circles in friends ,and grow my relationship

3.Know more about health,safety,self-confident and independent in all case

FOR 2012 :

1. I wish my family all is healthy and happy

2. I want do more works, and build my circles of friends and do what i want to do

3. Can be with him until the deadline, hope our relationship is going long.

Lastly

I want said Thank You for Him that you always be patient with me,and care about me.

my Wants is simply,i just want be will you,stay with you♥

Nuffnang Blog Awards, Here I Come!

2011-11-26T04:46:00.000-08:00

The 3 reason i wanna go Nuffnang Asia-Pacific Blog Awards 2011

Meet all the blogger

because i so proud of them,and excited to meet them,can learn about the blog things from them ,expecially xia xue. She is a girls,i most excited to meet her,She is the top blogger in Malaysia.

2. share bloglink with others

share bloglink with other blogger is a excited things,we can know more about each other can improve our blog and ask for them some opinion for blog. And can make friends with them.This is what i hope that.Because we are blogger fans!

3. First time

This is my first time to summit this,because last time i had no chance to have ticket for going, i really excited about it,i hope this time i wont not miss it anymore,i'm so excited want to go!

here is the information about Nuffnang Asia-Pacific Blog Awards 2011

if you are interesting about it ,go here to see http://awards.nuffnang.com/2011/

thank you!

Come 16 December 2011, 500 bloggers from around the Asia-Pacific region will flock to Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia for the Nuffnang Asia-Pacific Blog Awards 2011 in Putrajaya Marriott. The Awards aims to not only honour the region's best bloggers, but also to bring together blogger communities from across Asia-Pacific. The Nuffnang Asia-Pacific Blog Awards is brought to you by Volkswagen Malaysia and Putrajaya Marriott.

photoshooting day~

2011-09-14T23:58:00.000-07:00

today is photoshooting day~

with my dear and he friends too~

we are take the couple shoot and solo shoot!

presentation week

2011-08-09T06:07:00.001-07:00

i'm back~

recently i will busy with my assignment and presentation

so nervous yesterday,i didn't finish my presentation part

my group people all are already finish,

i very rush at the time

now is getting better

thank to my friend help me to do the part :)

really thank you very much, i have nothing to repay you

i will do well in group presentation

hope we can success in presentation

good luck :)

Baby ,I Love You

2011-07-28T01:22:00.001-07:00

I love you ,do you ?? haha

30 july is our 2 years anniversary

so fast we together already 2 years

in this 2 years we had many happened sad,happy and quarrel

but we seldom quarrel,coz u know if quarrel will be a big problem to us

but in this 2 years ,i so happy together with u

even what i do wrong ,u also accept

i love you ,not just because u are good

u are a person is 有能力，有主见，有计划,

everytime u also plan what we want to do and what should we do

and i just follow you

because what you want to do ,i also support you

the only one i support you

can i be you the only one an last one?

i apologize sometime i make u angry and make u no mood

sorry baby

forgive me

my heart will always be with you

gelish colour !

2011-06-25T08:31:00.000-07:00

get my new nails colour

it's gelish colour!　

how imagine! hahahha

make by my cousin sister,she is professional !

study week

2011-06-16T05:30:00.000-07:00

cant imagine already study finished the semester 1 in college..

it's already verify how fast the time was pass

haiz..and the next week i gonna face to my examing

even just only two subject, but accounting and business not really a easy subject

scare both of this, but i will try my best as well..

pray for me !! hahaaha

NOW waiting him to finish the exam, pray for him too!

u will get the best mark too! hahaha

damn miss him..coz 3 week i can't see he

freaking miss him, but i cant disturb he study..

i want be a GOOD girl,hahaha

i knew he like it too! wahaha

update my blog

2011-05-20T06:18:00.000-07:00

let's say my recently news, in this week already is 1 month in my college life

in this college life,i know many new friends

even it's not first time to face people all i dont know

but still got a bit scare when i going in the class

in the first day, i know 2 girls in college,1 from perak ,1 from kepong

so far right? i dont understand why those people want come here for study even FAR

in the second day ,i know all of classmate in the class, except the indian student

sorry that i not avoid the indian student,just dont know how to intro myself to you XD

because almost the student is chinese people,and almost is girls

so we are easy to communicate,hahaha so lucky my class got many girls.

nowadays many girls will taking business for their work or interesting

but for me, i am the girl who is interesting in business

and i not regret to take this course. thank god bless me :)

at the class i look like close with a girl from kepong, but actually i not really interesting with her

i feel i dont really like her and her attitude ,at the same time we look like ignore the girl from perak

so pity of her, i not really want ignore u la..just some time we are talking something

u cant join in,then u go to other friends to talk.

actually i like all of you XD but sometime i think is my problem

am i so bad or ugly? why those boy see me like see ghost

haiz..so bad !! i cant attract to boy actually, and i admit it's real

it's ok for me, now i got he already enough

even cant attract to boy, but i can attract to he

the one i like to be with he. can i be with u in future? XD

actually i wish have a day with this

feeling

2011-04-06T06:23:00.000-07:00

this few days something happen on me

i dont know how to describe, but i know i hurt him

is my fault,i should not said like that

i should gv he some time right?

very sorry..even u blame me, i more happy than u nothing to say with me

so sorry..

this few day's my mood is very down,because of you

i dont know how to say..

i just want u know, u are important to me and i willing listen to u

u is a guy got responsible and hardworking

i saw it..what u do ,what u think i also can feel it

i dont mind u care who,even i mind ,just let it down

i hope our relationship is forever

today went ts with sister ,feel so tired

and i had no mood i just find something sweet to eat

and i went to 'sweet chat' to ate their 'durian pan cake and tong yuan soy milk'

and my sister ate 'mushroom soup with garlic'

feel so delicious right?hahaha

i like durian pan cake,because i like 'durian' hahaha

after that we go kitchen to see clothes

what the....some clothes is out of size!

how can i try? =.=

it's ard old style? i seem a pants at march,but until now i still saw it !

but i love a dress, so nice and sweet! haha

i will brought u come back next time

wait me!! haha

this is the pants i see last time until now still at here!

huh! haha

let's said my life in this few day

2011-03-28T06:35:00.000-07:00

Today i went segi college with my friend

she bother to choose college ,but finally she choose back segi college

all of my friends,just only us is going to segi college

izzit segi so bad? why many people are avoid segi college

even the building out look like islam, but cant said it bad too

actually i didnt feel it good also ><

just i had no choice ,my result is not better than other

if for me i will choose tarc also ,it cheaper and nice !!

i went tarc already 2 time, the environment is nice and feel good

i really love it~

but i need go other town to study 1 years

but i scare go other town and stay hostel at there

if for you,are you same the mind with me?

but my other 3 friends is register at tarc , so good !

but segi not bad too(comfort myself ),at least near my house

hahaha

Yesterday i gonna start my job at LOT 10 Isetan

haizz...the rule so strictly

cant wear jeans pants , t-shirt and sneaker =.=

and many rules we have to follow ,but there almost is malay people

but the high grade is chinese people..hahaha

my job is work cashier and promoter ..can say is overall i have to do

saturday is my 1st day,and i only learn cashier at there

but are you all know what is the shop i work？

is sale WINE ,i though can learn about the wine

but the manager call me learn cashier

the cashier is really hard to type,when i do cashier ,it failed

so bad !! the cashier is hard hard and hard!!

and my patner teach me until beh tahan ..

aunty ah! i 1st day work only,how can i so fast learn all the thing

she teach me so fast,even slow a moment also cant

haiz...work with aunty is like that =.=

stand there until my leg is pain!! almost want break

really tired ..whole day stand cant seat..haizzz

25/3/11

The day we went to tarc 2nd time with my friends

because there want register

and we stay there for 3 hours

we meet at LRT at 9am,reach there already 10 am

1 hours we go from kl..so far

and we spend RM5.5 to take bus and lrt

finally we finish at 1.00pm and we all already hungry like hell

and we go bus stop take metro 49 to sg.w

but we seat at bus almost 1 hours reach sg.w

fuyoh!! already tired and hungry

and we choose to have MCD to our breakfast

after the mcd is come,all of us the 1st time is start to ate

1st time we feel so quiet ,for normal i will 1st to talk..

haha but this time really damn hungry !!

after finish ate,is a chat time and have a ice-cream too

haha

so delicious yor~

and promote time too ! haha

lok ying,me and suki

may yen ,me and kai yan

suki and mee~haha

lok ying

she have a funny face

and i have a serious face>< haha

kai yan

she have a cool face

may yen

she have a cute face ~haha

suki

she have a happy face

we are best friends forever~ love you all *^^

kimora lee simmons

2011-03-20T06:57:00.000-07:00

sometime i jealous other couple ,why other couple look so sweet

and there dont mind to share to all

isn't he dont want other people to know us is in relationship now?

i dont know how to describe my feeling

i cant control to think the bad thing

because i care what you thinking and what u like or dont like

i can say that i really like u

but u every time call me dont like u too much

what can i do? are you care me?

last night u msg to me,said lazy to worry about me

okay ..maybe u angry that day

then u said those word, i really mind and i promiss u

i dont go out at night..

i just want u care about me ..can?? can u do that?

you like other girl ,i cant said anything

but my heart is hurt u know?

okay..i mind to change my mind and thinking the positive

recently, i fall in love with 'kimora lee simmons '

since start last year until now

i really like her so much

i so proud of her ,she is a great women

who can do like that? just only her

she is a kind of women brave and power

even want to face the problem , but she still confident to tell other

she can do it

i like her as a model,mother and business women

in last year we born a new baby kenzo

what a beautiful baby

really cutie

now the baby boy already 1 years old

kimora is a beautiful and sexy women~

no title

2011-03-04T05:07:00.000-08:00

when i saw he pic,dont know why i no dare to see it

and my heart so pain

i no dare,i cant face to him

so timid, i cant control myself when i see him

i dont know if i see him infront of me,what i gonna do

only i can said that i so timid

sorry...i cant accept !!

last time i felt curiosity want to see he

but after 1 years i also no dare to face it

so sorry....

i not yet ready!!!

心痛

2011-03-03T06:19:00.001-08:00

是不是每个男生都是一样？

难道没有一个是真心？

为什么我遇到的都不是....

每当我想到我真的很伤心,不明白为什么我心那么痛

如果我是一个人的话多好啊

不用去介意，担心

为什么要做那么多呢

当我喜欢上你，我真的想是一辈子

虽然对你来说不是什么东西,你应该没去想吧

但是我会想,也可能我想太远了

我不敢说..我怕说了你会说那太远了

你说你喜欢她,因为她开朗可爱也或许她是你喜欢的类型

喜欢分很多种..可以喜欢很多人

但是爱就只有一个,而这个你不能给我的

我多喜欢有个男生可以真真地爱我一个

能告诉我有男生不说谎和真心的爱着一个人吗？

我想10个里面只有1个吧

但是那1个却不是你

这都是我自己的问题我想的太复杂吧

或许我们没值得留恋的...

我很想问你一句

‘如果我给机会你去追其他女生，你会吗？’

我真的想过问你

但我问不出口.....

broken heart

2011-01-30T01:55:00.000-08:00

heart so pain, because u still carring her

sometime i think, u regret to let go ?

sometime u explain to me,i just say understand

because i dont want hear

i know when i hear my heart will more pain

i everytime think about u ,i will crying

is me not that good? i know i bad

i not a good girl

i not suitable with you

but u care about her, me??

do you care about me?

u wont care about me...

it's ok..i accept it...

i wont quarrel with you, coz i dont like

i just want u know, i stay beside u

can u think about me? my heart really pain

but i wont tell u about this

just let me hurt alone

it's my habits!!

lok ying birthday

2011-01-27T04:45:00.001-08:00

yesterday is my dear friend birthday
hahaha

we are so happy,and she is the one most happy and excited

because her friend celebrated with her

yesterday is her BIG DAY and HAPPY DAY

dont forgot the day we celebrated with you

you are always in my heart~

we are best friend always

so....dont forget me~ Hahahaha

btw i hope that you dream come true

and get a new target in new year and new life

cheer it up my friend~

we are happy cause we can meet together

we like to have fun, play ,and joking

hahaha

In our school life, although before we are happen something

but now we still are best friend

we can overcome and solve all the problem

because we are best friend ~hahaha

at here ,i wish you dream come true

hahaha

and good luck my friend

recipes

2011-01-27T02:59:00.000-08:00

材料：

200克花生（炒香，去皮，搅碎）
100克幼糖
200克面粉
1/2 茶匙发粉
1/4 茶匙盐
食油（适量）
一粒蛋，打均，抹皮用

做法：

将花生碎，面粉，发粉，盐及幼糖拌均
慢慢加入油拌成可搓成软团
用量器整出半圆形的小面团，放在已铺上烤纸的烘盘上，用筷子印在圆团上，抹上蛋液。（我是烘烤5分钟后才涂上蛋液）
放入已预热的烤箱里，用140火度，烘约20分钟或至金黄色即可

this is a recipies of 花生饼

http://qingbaobei.pixnet.net/blog/post/25290755

this wedsite have teach u how to do..

haha

suck hospital !!!

2011-01-24T06:13:00.000-08:00

what a suck hospital is it's?? huh!!

i really beh tahan

what's your attitude and service ??

i really dont understand

action so slow,and POOR attitude

i not wanna said that your are not good

but in my eyes, and how u action to me and my sister

i really responsibility to your and this hospital LOL!!!

i dont know why no people complaint it

i sure will write a letter to hospital

what is your all attitude

due to patient is like this?? not be more patience with patient?

so what your attitude?? you due to my sister is use for what attitude

and u waste my time huh!!!

this is a hospital do for a patient ?

i know that i will waiting for you

but what u all do with me?? IS NOTHING

u hear it?？　

IS NOTHING

that all!!!!

face control!!

2011-01-22T04:25:00.000-08:00

my face getting bad already
huh!!!
what can i do??
what should i use ?
my pimples!! omg!! shuck
so ugly my face NOW!!!
really bad this time
have to keep sleep early and drink more water
and keep fit also
hahaha
but the product i use to face is SKINZ
this 1 is best,i 1st time use it
feel better abit
last time i use the 'natural republic' is korea product
but cant fit with my face
then i change the product
haha
and other i use to pimples is 'FOLLOW ME'
do u hear it? even not so famous
but it good too,after clean the face u can smear it
now i try hard to do it..
and apply mask ~
haha

Birthday present

2011-01-21T00:02:00.000-08:00

In this years thank to all my friends wishes for me
and thank you to how many friends to gave me present
i very love it~
Thank to my friends~
even not celebrate with me
but thank you all present~
haha
i so happy received your present
1st thank to you
i very like it~
i like the jersey shirt!!!
hahaha
thank to lok yi9ng,suki and zhi meng
thank your present~
i love it~ because i need it
haha

140111

2011-01-14T07:43:00.000-08:00

what a day today? 140111
ya..today is my birthday~ haha
more 15 min ,will be 150111
mean my birthday will be end today
but i happy today ,because he celebrate with me
but he really mind ?
i dont know how to describe my feeling
i just feel that i so happy he celebrate with me
and he cook for me
hahaha
that why i so happy...
1st time have a boy is cook for me
give me a present that i like, and i found ard long time
is a sport shirt~
woohooo!!
i really love it~
thank you my dear..
even just how many hours u celebrate with me
but it enough
i dont mind u give me the more
but i just hope u like me more...
can ?? can u do that??
even it not so important for u
but i hope that u care it..
i scare i said ' i love you'
i no dare to say it
because i scare , i just only say i like you
but anywhere,
i so happy u celebrate with me today=)

ｂｉｒｔｈｄａｙ　ｉｓ　ｃｏｍｉｎｇ～

2011-01-13T05:21:00.000-08:00

tomorrow is 140111
what date izit?
is my birthday~ haha
what should i do??　ｗａｉｔｉｎｇ　ａ　ｐｅｒｓｏｎ　ｔｏ　ｇｉｖｅ　ｍｅ　ａ　ｓｕｒｐｒｉｓｅ？
haha
any surprise i get tomorrow?
actually i dont mind you give me surprise or not
i just hope u stay beside me
i hope that we can stay together forever and ever
but it can be truth?
just hope~
actually he dont know what i need
i just only need u heart got mine
and think about me
worry about me
can u do it? i wan a SINCERE
i really mind u ｉｎｔｅｒｅｓｔｉｎｇ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｏｔｈｅｒ　ｇｉｒｌ
ｉ　ｍｉｎｄ　ｕ　ｌｉｋｅ　ｏｔｈｅｒ　ｇｉｒｌ　ｍｏｒｅ　ｔｈａｎ　ｍｅ　
ｂｕｔ　ｗｈａｔ　ｃａｎ　ｉ　ｄｏ？　ｉ　ｒｅａｌｌｙ　ｎｏｔｈｉｎｇ　ｃａｎｔ　ｄｏ
ｉ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｂｅ　ｑｕｉｅｔ．．
ａｎｄ　ｈｏｐｅ　ｕ　ｃａｎ　ｕｎｄｅｒｓｔａｎｄ　ｍｅ

ａｃｔｕａｌｌｙ　ｉ　ｓｏ　ｅｘｐｅｃｔ　ｔｏｍｏｒｒｏｗ　ｂｉｒｔｈｄａｙ

彩虹的家

2011-01-07T06:14:00.001-08:00

在雨中撑着一把伞
泪流的是那么疯狂
这黑夜多漫长
只有风儿陪伴

去寻找梦想的地方
掩饰着所有的不安
想靠在你肩膀
细诉我的情感

曙光可为我疗伤
雨下后会不会一样
这段路有很多急转弯
手握着手说不要慌张

你看到彩虹的家
在心中有没有答案
所有的事别往心里转
走出黑暗面对着变化

勇敢实现走到天边
背包藏着对你的思念
和你拥抱那一瞬间
就算昨天（就算明天）
永远永远都不会改变

彩虹的家

2011-01-07T06:12:00.000-08:00

快乐与幸福

2011-01-07T05:03:00.000-08:00

快乐的时光总是过得很快
你也有快乐的时光吗？
你的快乐时光在什么时候？
快乐是自己制造的
幸福也是自己制造的
你们有着快乐跟幸福吗？
刚看了一个短片
真的感觉到很快乐幸福
里面的新郎和新娘都很开心
真的替他们幸福快乐
我看完了,还会想看
我会想以后我的婚礼也会这样吗？
会那么幸福吗？
我也会有这样的幸福跟快乐吗？
想着想着...我只是想到你一个人
我不说不代表我不在乎
我真的很在乎,但我不能做什么
因为我知道你不开心
只要你开心我可以安静的在你身边
但是你的心不知道还是不是属于我一个人的
有时候我有自私的想法
我想你的心只属于我一个人
但是这可能吗？不可能
因为我知道..
只要你开心我就心满意祝了
我很怕...我怕真的听完你所说的
我会信..信以为真
当初是这样 ...
现在会是吗? 对爱情我真的没那么多信心
不能做的,请不要对我说
我会信以为真..

swimming day~

2011-01-04T05:13:00.001-08:00

today is a special day~
because i have go swimming with he
but i really feel happy
happy because together with he
and he teach me swimming
haha
even i dont know at all
he really serious to teach me
i feel so good ..haha
if u have a lover to teach u
u will feel more sweet and touch
can u feel that?? hahaha
love you ~
hahaha

but something just want to see he self
something related the relationship
i understand...
if u no like me, just tell me
something i feel that 星座 is truth
haha
喜欢上最心痛的星座山羊vs 白羊
虽然都有羊,但是分别却很大
希望不要被说中的那个

be happy~

my target in future

2011-01-03T04:30:00.000-08:00

In 2011 what is my goal??
i have list 10 things in my life of my goal
haha

1st ： success go in to college
i wish have a good result and study my course
it's my dream

2nd: be a STRONG WOMEN
i wish i will become strong women in my future
haha

3rd: i want get a iphone
i feel that iphone can help so much of thing
like gps,internet and easy contact

4th: earn many money by myself
i wan earn a lot of money by myself
when i still young,it is a time to earn money
dont waste time :)

5th:i wan get a car lessen
i wish can fast to learn driving car
and buy a car myself
i need car lessen and a car

6th:i want change all my clothes
i want my out look is nice, look noble and nice
haha

7th:buy many thing to my family
i wish can buy what the thing is my family need

8th: be a professional
what professional i want to be?? haha
businees women? haha
or marketing?

9th: good with my boy
i wish can be with he forever and ever
just be'coz i love he
can it get the truth?
i want give he all the good thing

10th: get married before 30
hahaha~ it really can be truth?? lol!
just now saw a newspaper ,they say the good time u get married
is in age 22-25
huh!! what i doing in this age?? haha

make a cup cake

2011-01-02T00:29:00.001-08:00

what i gonna doing now?
haha is prepaid to make a cupcake haha
i would like to make biscuit and cake but everytime are failed,
but now i will success to make a cup cake to he haha
wish i can success to make i
t http://www.howtomakecakes.co.uk/
this is the wedsite to teach us how to make a cup cake & cake if u wanna to learn just press it haha
the teacher is good when u saw the video
u will know how to do u just follow he and follow the step haha
it's no hard to make try my best~ haha

How to make cakes: #1 Red Velvet Cupcakes

2011-01-01T23:46:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year

2010-12-31T22:00:00.000-08:00

End of 2010 , Welcome with 2011
how about your guy countdown last night?
get a party's at home? or countdown with family ??
hahaha
yesterday glorious day
i feel happy yesterday...
hang out with my dear suki and interview
finally we success to find a job and start at next week sat
and i meet he yesterday
i soooo happy...hahaha
and i feel lucky i got he ,and he tell me the truth
i love you~
end of the 2010
have many thing we happen in 2010
sadly, happy, and special in 2010
but those of things is already past
now we have to face 2010
NEW YEAR
haha
IN 2011 i will try my harder and earn much of money
and study
i hope my dream will come true
'superwomen'
i will change in 2011
New Life~ New Hope
i will love you more in 2011
hahaha
finally we have say BYEBYE to 2010
Bye !! we wont meet again

2010-12-29T23:16:00.001-08:00

不知道为什么
最近心情很烦
我是不是要放弃？
我应该放弃马？
虽然我喜欢他
但是他的心里还会有我吗？
终有一天,他的心不会再有我
我看了他写的东西
明白了想通了
你做你喜欢的吧
我不会打扰你~
我只是一直想..想....想
我好像没给你快乐
我很差吧...
只要你说不喜欢我
我可以不要
你就把你的moment留给其他人吧
我真的很怕..很怕..很怕
我是怕接受现实的人
但既然你已经有心动的那一刻
为什么你不要说出来
我不想我2次的感情都是这样
我只想要你对我坦白
我真的很怕...听到你的一句话
既然都要知道
那你对我恨点吧!

christmas day

2010-12-25T08:43:00.001-08:00

今年的圣诞节跟以往一样
但是不同的事,能够跟家人一起
虽然有点口角但其实我们都爱对方
今年的圣诞有点闷
不知道为什么睡不着
感觉很孤单
但其实我并不孤单
我还有家人
还有你
希望大家都开开心心
身体健康
幸幸福福
一个圣诞节就过去了
期待明年的到来
不知我们会怎样呢

2010-12-24T08:45:00.000-08:00

This is my place
the place i would like to vent and write something unhappy
when i unhappy i will come here
and talk about that

the topic is my sister and he
1st my sister condition is need to keep eat medicine
and now her brain still not yet clear
now need go back to hospital and inject the antibiotic
to remove the thing
i was so worry that ,because she is my sister
the only one!

the 2nd thing is 'HE'
so how u think about he?
actually i still keep to seeing he blog
but he didn't know it
and the thing she write in he blog
when i see, i feel that my heart was hurt
dont know why
i wanna ask he, what u feel to me?
just like friend?
do you like me?
i miss last time we 1st time dating
i still remember u say
'i dont love you , but i like you'
i know the mean
maybe our relationship is not longer
but i still like you, i wont say love
coz i scare..
i scare when i say love to you
u reject my love..
so that i only say like to you
and you wont reject my like
but long time , i feel that you not so like me
just got feeling
what mean is this?
you say 'now happy is enuff''
and you dont know how to explain your feeling
and i will not force you to say
because you still got chance to choose
maybe i not the one u like,
and i always chang qi , i was chang qi because i was worry about you
everyday everytime i was think about you
and now
my feeling is not well
sometime i was think, if you leave me alone
and how i face to you
i think many about this..
i know u still got feeling with the girl
if you like the girl ,just go to find her
she will bring you alot happiness
but me cant...i so failure!
maybe i not suit to you ,maybe ,maybe....
if you like the girl pls tell me!! i will not force you like me or stay will me
but dont betray me! please
i dont want try the 2nd time! it ard over!!!
BETRAY will not live me along
i HATE betray! u know how hurt u betray from a people u like
it need the time to cover
pls!! tell me when u dont like me
even is sad , just let me commitment the sad and hurt
i just want you are be happy always
and wont get sad and unhappy
the 2 thing i hope

may god bless it~

2010-12-24T05:32:00.000-08:00

昨天真的很有惊无险!
差点发现,但幸亏他临机一动
但是我知道他的内心是很怕的
我也不想的阿
真的很对不起啊！
惊吓到你
以后不会再有这样的事情发生了
真的对不起

今天你怎么那么怪
弄到我很担心你啊
我每天都想到你
因为我很想你啊!
真的真的很想你
我要几时才能再见你
我很担心你啊
你是不是看了什么不开心的事
我明白的
我最担心的是你

虽然姐姐现在病情还不稳定
只要姐没事
你也没事就好了
家人跟你都是我担心的
有什么事都要说阿!

心情

2010-12-09T06:26:00.000-08:00

今天心情很差,感觉很想哭
这2天的心情差因为考试不理想
要怎么考啊？　怎么拿到好成绩阿？
我很努力的做，为什么都想不出
我怪我自己　为什么不考好来
为什么别人可以那么好，自己却那么差
我的心情真的比考ｂｍ更大压力
好像一本书压下来，当我却挡不住
我还能怎样？
接下来只能看成绩怎样了
希望考官们都有大量，让我ｐａｓｓ吧！

我不知道我自己为什么一直在想
是不是女生都爱乱想东西？
我不否认，但不想想坏的方面
事情来到的时候要怎么面对阿
我今天想了很多
我真的那么幸运吗？　遇到了你
有你一直鼓励我读书，追求自己的梦想
你对每个人都那么好
唯一的不好就是口华华，虽然你从不骗人
但知道你的为人是个好君子
我不知道我要怎样形容
在我这里看到你开心，不开心
什么事都不让人担心，自己解决　
只是欠了点安全感．．．
时间很快就过了，说长不长说短不短
我知道你的忧虑
有时候看到你烦但我却帮不上忙
我觉得自己真的很没用
不会安慰别人
只是个什么都不会，不体贴
真的是百分百的差
我们说过，有了喜欢的人就说
但其实，我心里对自己说
跟你一起的时刻，我不会喜欢别人
我只会全心的在一个人身上
我愿意一个人伤也不希望你伤
这些我都是收在心里．．
你也不会知道．．．

scary

2010-12-07T04:03:00.001-08:00

so scary for my tomolo exam
will i get pass?
still studying~
i scare i dont know to do at tomorrow exam..
who can help me!!!
scare!!!!
and just now hear my sis say..
she say at midnight gt a people 叹气in her ear
omg!!
when i hear ..i damn scare
but i also fall in sleep liao..haha
心静自然没事

JS - Nobody - Wondergirls (cover)

2010-12-04T22:35:00.000-08:00

JS - Thank you - The Katinas (cover)

2010-12-04T08:28:00.000-08:00

sister

2010-10-30T23:53:00.000-07:00

My sister in UKM hospital now!
so worry about her
but just now my mum have give me a call
said she already okay ~
need stay at hospital few hours
wish her all the best
just make me worry her!!
first time see her like this...
got something DIRTY in her body
shit the DIRTY
inside my sister body make her so moil
may god bless her!!

again and again!!

2010-10-28T23:16:00.000-07:00

tired!!
this recently is tired tired tired!!
and busy busy busy !!
i'm a busy buddy!!
haha
my sister still not yet recover
i dont know how to say
maybe she really touch something 'DIRTY'
haiz..
wish her can recover at all
PLS !! god bless her!!
and tonight i have to celebrate with my friend
because of her birthday
and today so many people outing..
have a great day~ hahaha
and tomorrow is my graduation day
wish all the best also
haha

hot weather day

2010-10-28T01:07:00.000-07:00

just coming back home!!
today is hot weather
freaking hot today !!! now is 35 celsius
beh tahan !!!
and feel tired..
very tired today
just my mum come back with my sister
originally she bring my sister to UKM hospital
but the doctor said my sister no need hospitalization
mean her illness is not seriously
make me worry her
but now she just stay at home and rest
already 1 week ,still not yet recover
and the 2nd time is doubt she touch something is 'DIRTY'
omg!!
after come back from UKM hospital my mum straight away go to chinese fane to pray
wish her is nothing at all
but after few minutes she went back
what going on??
originally today is not the day to pray
chinese have many rule with the god
which day which month is not a good day
so many...
then we have to wait 2 more day..
wish all the best =)

good luck

2010-10-26T05:58:00.000-07:00

let's talk my last topic in today
my sister will recover already but still blur blur la
wish her as well as soon
just finish talk with he,feel better
haha
maybe already long time din see each other
and now we talk talk talk..
i think we talk already 45 minutes
but i miss he~
whatever i have hear he voice enuff already
haha
this saterday is my graduation
haha..so happy
but we have to wear the formal look
like OL...omg!!
i dont have any cloth is formal and skirt
where can find it?? i lead from my friend and my cousin sister
haha
wish the cloth can suit to me
the the skirt we have go to buy tomorrow
in 何清远...wish can get a low price
because we just wear once time...
wish all the best for me~
good luck:)

worry again

2010-10-25T06:47:00.000-07:00

Now is worry about my sister
she is 2nd time to see doctor today
she like a kid
dont understand what we worry about
dont listen at mum
haiz..when she can become 懂事abit
dont make her parent worry especially is mum
recently so many virus in around of us
we should becareful our health
and take attention with this..keep clear and eat some food is fresh and health
now my sis like a kid have to protect her
and 最辛苦的 is my mum
have to take care her always until she sleep
so 辛苦 when i see my mum
and the doctor say,if my sister serious again will goin to hospital
will she willing go to hospital??
call her rest and sleep....dont understand and watch tv and playing pc
until mum scold her
she only stop!
she dizzy right now ,and dont go for rest
i dont know what can i do at all
just let her watch some movie and sleep
wish her faster recover ~

may god bless her ! Amen

unlucky

2010-10-24T00:37:00.000-07:00

sister sick already feel unlucky
sick until now still not yet recover
食物中毒 like 胃肠炎
it's a serious virus
the virus in her body now
but her body cant produce antibodies
now her body is weak weak weak
when touch her call her drink or eat
his like a animal ,just '大孔大叫'
what the serious virus!!!
fast go away from her body
i HATE the virus
fast go go go !!!!
and i no moody now!!

给我一杯忘情水

2010-10-20T06:22:00.000-07:00

给我一杯忘情水
换我一夜不流泪
就算我会喝醉就算我会心碎
不会看见我流泪.....

suddenly feel wanna sing this song
dont know why
suddenly feel 心烦
i dont know how to describe my feeling now
just feel wanna cry or what
whatever
the finally answer is i care about you
and what you said to me today
i just give my answer to you
actually i scare about it,i dont want face to it
because i know this will happen in a day
i scare ,and i feel lonely
i know you dont like me 100% in love
but u like my mind and attitude is enuff
i happy u said that..
i dont mind you treat me how , i just hope you can treat me in 'zhen xin'
even u not like me 100%
but i know how you think enuff,
have sometime i wanna tell you ,
' if you dont like me ,just tell me ,i can go away from you'
if you hate me dont like me or not feeling
just tell me ,i will go ...
1 people hurt good more than 2 people hurt
i know what u think now
i can handle it,
good person wont come in my life
even is once time
all is same ...even u treat he as zhen xin
just wanna tell you
when u found a good people is love you ,carrying you more than heself
congralation to you..
and wish you good luck and happy always
maybe i not the lucky start

kimora lee simmons

2010-10-16T07:22:00.000-07:00

Nice cloth~ i love it
haha
be a modal is a hard work and so enjoy it
when have a function is run
Kimora lee simmons is a fesyen desginer ,business woman and mother
i like her must
she show her 'superwomen' face
and she good in work,she like to try anything she did not try before
she so brave and work hard
she is japan and american
she have a show called' KIMORA LEE SIMMONS LIFE IN THE FAB LANE'
this show is nice
i love her..
her daughter and her son
Ming lee,Aoeki lee,and kenzo lee
hahah

upset

2010-10-15T00:54:00.000-07:00

Long time didn't write my blog already
today have free and write about what i doing at this recently
just finish my Trial exam
feel upset now,because my account paper is fail already
so sad!!!
i thought i will pass account
but i wrong, i spend long time to calculate and understand how to do it
but finally i cant get the good marks at account paper
but i wont give up,i will try harder to get the good marks in SPM
i will do IT..i wont BE A LOSER !!!
i will success in my future life!!! CHEER IT UP !!
this time my science paper only get 62,when i can get above 65...
i want to get A in my science...
i always think about it...
if one day, i can be who i wanna be...and what i wanna do..
that is my future life!!

About my school life, i dont know what i feeling
just feel we wanna finish our secondary school life
and we had many memories in school life
when we know each other until now (form 5)
is end of the secondary school life
after this we have to go our future life,for study ,working and learn what u interesting for..
in this 5 years,i learn many things from my friends,and my teachers
and i know to see a person is look happy or sadly or dont like me
we are friends, i so care about my friends what thy thinking for
but i had a friend,she let me so DISSAPOINTED
i dont know how to describe her
start in form 1, i thought she is my best friend in this school
but in form 3 we have unpleasantness happening
i dont know why ,maybe is my false or her false??
i dont wan to think about it..it over
and now,she become a person ...who dont like share the secret with her
not because she is ugly or bad..
is because she is a person no honour and she cant keep the secret from her friend
and i hate the person,take my phone and see my msg
it is a thing i very 'HATE' and she doing this for me
i very cant believe her
although we had a best friend before,but what u do to me in today??
i not dont like you,just because u have many things cant believe
and we CANT BELIEVE YOU ANYMORE!!
have how many time i treat u as a best friend
treat you good and believe you
but this time i very DISSAPOINTED
even i lie you something,because i have my reason
i dont like my secret tell you,and u tell to other people
i CANT accepted it!!!
and you not the first time doing this
i know u want to share the secret to people you believe
but u dont share other people secret to other person
At the surface i look is nothing, but too many thing i know
i just dont wan to say out,alienate our relationship
even have anything but you should say out and believe us
FRIEND is a person you belief and tell her your secret
is not take advantage of what you want!!!
Hope have a day u can change your mind

business

2010-06-15T02:06:00.000-07:00

long time din update my blog already
in this 2 week holiday i become lazy already
and i have to help my mum start a business in internet
she let me learn how to do business in internet
even she dont know use internet
she call me do business in internet
and i have create a blog and put those pic in the internet
i have interesting for business
1st i had no idea how to do...and i search the business and start to do my business
and now i just waiting the shoes
i have prepaid all the things
and the name is 'ZADA' this name no bad rite??
i think so..Haha
just i think no bad..bt my mum say just ok only
any name i can choose? can...bt not so nice
i wan a powerful name
even have a brand name is called'ZARA'
but it ok..Haha
i choose this name because i found in internet and meaning
good furtune
nice=)
if the thing is ok..i will post the wedsite in my blog and facebook
remember come to visit ar..Haha
even not interesting also..Haha

'Like Me'

2010-06-01T00:41:00.001-07:00

This is create by 'Green Ribbon'

and i like the bottle

the bottle very simple and nice

i like it so much

how can i get it??

but i cant get..because u will click 'LIKE'

if u click the most fast and more !!

u will get it..

but i dont know how to click..

and the winner so lucky can get it

nvm la...maybe i will get it in next time

haha

really nice =)

I LOVE YOU 'green ribbon'

haha

this week is examing week

how about my exam ??

erm...

not bad also..and the question is easy

when i get the paper,just write the answer

haha

but i have to look question la !!!

haha

i'm Not stupid d....

all because i have study at home

so happy now..

but i have prepare 2molo subject

MORAL..

i so scare ar!!!

my moral so poor 1..never pass at exam

if this time i fail again ...how??

let teacher disapointed again..

i dont want fail again

i will read all the nilai at 2day..and the key word

haha

good bye all my friends !!!

And good luck to my friend

today she have the car driver exam!!

good luck..may god bless you

rubbish

2010-05-19T01:03:00.000-07:00

beh tahan !!!
i really beh tahan
f***
u just like a SUCK!!!
like u this type of BOY
no manners!!!!
like SHIT !!! look around ur friends
all is normal than YOU
rude people...throw to rubbish station also no people wan to take
YOU LIKE A RUBBISH
NO USE!!!
no even hanve manners people
still can alive in the world
this world is so beautiful
but when u come to this world ,the world becomes rubbish
just look like you
'RUBBISH'
f*** off !!!!

ｆｕｃｋ　ｏｆｆ

2010-05-18T00:54:00.000-07:00

fuck off !!
izit you're a guy?? i dont think it so!!!
who u think you're ??
PLS!! Keep ur mouse shut!!!
from NOW!!
i dont want hear any reason come out from ur mouse
u think i still believe you??
go ahead...
dont battle with me!!
You're not my COMPERTITOR
dont try my patient ,becouse i not patient to play with u
if u want to try my patient, u will be the loser
dont forget!!!
u will be the LOSER
i will always be the WINNER
lucky star just go beside who have manners
do u have manners??
do u think u say that to your friend so funny??
where u manners? or u never have manners??
a people will be respect that is the people have manners
but you're NOT!!!
what ur mouse make for? rubbish or shit??
难道你一辈子都只会说别人的坏话？
难道你不感到羞耻?
但是我为你的行为而感到羞耻
你说出这样的话
觉得这样很光荣？还是你连大便都不如
只会说肮脏话!!!
很荣幸的我与你不太熟悉
如果你只会说酱的话,我也不会对你客气
我会10倍奉还!!!
dont think this is a joke
i'm so seriou with this!!
Ｄｏｎｔ　ｂａｔｔｌｅ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｍｅ！！！
Ｙｏｕ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｂｅ　ＬＯＳＥＲ　
ｆｕｃｋ　ｏｆｆ

feel ...

2010-05-11T07:58:00.000-07:00

recently ..what happen to me??

i feel no like me

what problem on me?? =.=

i talking too much ard..if i say something wrong to u

so sorry..

i dont know which word is hurt u

sorry..

and now..why i feel vice

haiz..

i still thinking how about 2ml?

should i go to school tomorrow?

i still dont know yet

because last week ard 1 day didnt go to skul ard..

i dont want this week also didnt go to skul

always didnt go to skul

miss a lot course

and tomorrow have BI

actually i dont want to miss class BI

coz BI is important to us rite?

even just 1 period..bt she is a good teacher in BI

so understanding when she learn in BI

YOU IS A GOOD TEACHER

Pn.Diana

Mother Day's

2010-05-09T00:23:00.000-07:00

hey, guy !!!

how to celebrate Mother Day's today??

any good idea celebrated in GREAT day with mother?? haha

How i celebrate with mother ??

For me, i will go a restaurant and eat with family

just simple..coz no money

if have money i will bring my mum go ' Jogoya'

and the sea food,because she like to eat

haha
and many delicious food

Now waiting for Father Day's

how to celerate wif father ?? still thinking

Eat again ?? haha

Anywhere,

Father and Mother for all of us is a Great Role

we should respect mother and thank you for mother

when we are rascal and noisy

mother will be patience to teach us

Hahaha
Now...we will thank for our mum when she learn our be a good Boys/Girls

Thank you ~ Mother

Wish all of u have a nice days with u mother

Haha

ifeel

2010-05-03T02:07:00.000-07:00

seem this pic?? haha

Yeah!! i inside the ifeel ,the circle 1 is ME

NO.4 Kate Yee

Hahaha

last time i post my pic at ifeel

juz feel play for fun..now in 10 强PK 赛了

will i get the winner??

even nt NO.1 ..hahaha

when i know..i hv choose by ifeel

suddenly shock sendiri ..wahahaha

do u know my feeling??

dont know why...juz feel so happy..

this have post to ifeel magazine at june

Haha...all my friend will saw my pic at june ifeel magazine

Hahahaa~

when i call all my frend go to vote me

they will ask me a question

'u look like sport girl??' =.=

how i answer it?? how i know...ifeel choose this topic

even nt like sport girl ...bt u will accept it

ALL MY DEAR FRIENDS

remember go to vote me oo

the date is 1/5/10 - 26/5/10

ReMember =)

Love You All who vote me at ifeel

muaksss~~

Im The One ♥ Green Ribbon

2010-04-30T00:17:00.000-07:00

Today see a topic 'Green Ribbon' at school d new paper
im so interesting what it talk about
when i read the article

only know this topic is talk about 'Organic and Green plant'

It so nice
i like the logo ♥ even just like a simple but so nice

Do You know what mean is Green Ribbon ??

if dont know just go here ,got a lot information

www.facebook.com/justlifeshop

This activity at Garden Mall

many people are take part in this activity

If u have time just visit it ♥

and share to everyone ~

confuse

2010-04-28T23:43:00.000-07:00

fuyoh..yesterday at facebook have a guy ask me

‘你上ifeel 哦？’

actually i dont know what he mean

coz last time i post my pic at ifeel wed

i dont know i the 1 in they

when i saw it..i confuse ..it really my pic post at ifeel magazine?

coz i cant find it at ifeel wed

maybe ard change other topic

the guy tell me ,in may ifeel magazine he saw me

i ask he..really u saw me?

he so confidence say 'YES'

bt i dont know really or nt ..have to check it

haha if gt i so happy..[shock sendiri]

2day our get 教育局展览会..so happy 2day

coz i get alot college information at they

and i compare few college..

which 1 is better and the fees is economy

after i compare..the conclusion is..

SEGI college more economy than another college

bt SEGI college izit better??

i still confuse...i thinking which 1 is better

and i saw a college..SIM college this 1 is under singapore

this college is give malaysia student study at singapore

it is a good chance malaysia student can study at singapore

my feel wanna choose this college..

bt..can i get the target at SPM？

i ask he' how many credit wan get at SPM?'

he juz say BI wan to get credit or B+ and

and BM wanna pass..even get E8 also...

expect fail

may i get B+ in my SPM?

so scary...can i get the target in my SPM?

and the fees is 10.000 ..

2 years for diploma..2 years dor degree

totally is 4 years..

this college diff wif other college..

it is a best college and good choice

other college is KBU..

KBU nt bad also..fountation 1 years

degree 3 years ..after graduate will get a sijil from UK

bt the fees nt cheap...onli fountation RM9000

if total study 4 years..total fees is Rm 60.000

walao..really expensive

60.000 i can study at SIM college also..

actually i alrd choose UTAR college,

bt after 2day ,i change my notion

UTAR economy also..bt i still dont know how to choose

UTAR ? SEGI? KBU? or SIM?

i will get more information 1st..

now i stop thinking about it..

get a good result onli can go in the college

now i juz attention in my study

STUDY STUDY and STUDY!!!!

good luck

animal at skul

2010-04-23T00:31:00.000-07:00

this week sumthing happen in skul

i dunno why those ppl like to talk ppl at back

izit so funny??

pls.. keep u mouse shut !!!!

hate this type of ppl

if gt any question come infront to ask

dont juz said at back

look like 'MOUSE'

u know wat that?? it is a animal 'MOUSE'

not in human body ...

dont misunderstand!!!

ANIMAL !!!!

now i dont care about wat u say

come out from u mouse

it not important to me

onli studying is important to me

and those of u ANIMAL

keep u mouse!!!! pls

心痛

2010-04-19T00:35:00.000-07:00

最近很多不顺心的事发生

这次考试真的退步了很多

为什么会退步那么多?

我自己也不知道

明明就很用心的去做

但是出来的结果却是这样

当我拿到这次的考试成绩真得很伤心

我的心真的很痛

我痛为什么自己那么不争气

为什么会拿到那么差

为什么不比别人努力点

我生气我自己

为什么??

是因为换班的关系还是在学校没精神注中不到

我真的觉得很差

就连没补习的人都可以好过我

为什么?? 为什么那么不公平??

我的心真的很痛痛痛

真的很讨厌那些人

考试抄别人答案的既然可以好过我

这什么道理啊

我真的很气气气

今天上英文

老师既然在全班的面前骂

WHY you so BODOH??

VERY BODOH

这句BODOH 重复了2次

现在怎样了？

我只是不明白你说什么

不止我不明白而是全班都不明白

但是我就是那个白老鼠

被老师骂到臭头酱

心情真的很DOWN

虽然bodoh 这是个不起眼的字语

没关系

我可以忍

我不会再让你对我说回一样的话的

从现在起

我要更努力

我不怕别人骂什么

只要对得起自己

我都可以忍

klcc

2010-04-10T09:50:00.000-07:00

finish examing

2010-04-09T07:31:00.000-07:00

fuyoh!!

finally finish the exam at ytd..haha

so happy and so relax

this month juz reading the book and do exercise

this year must be hardworking

i dunwan waste my anytime

even is tired ..bt i enjoy to study with all my friends

and make some noise and fun with them

haha

so happy with all my tuition classmate

really funny when study with them

and they will teach me when i dunno how to do

haha

now is relax time..bt still wn to study hardworking

after this month

at june we have the exam again ..

and now have a seni projek wan to do

so .......bad

i dunno how to drawing

and i dunno teknik of drawing

nvm la..i dun care seni also

i dun mind ..i juz done my work enuff

i dun mind wat seni result in exam

coz it no important to me !!!!

and 2day at tuition centre

our teacher Winnie

come to sport check our homework

so geng jiong when she come it our class

and her sound still same

haha

long time didnt come to centre ard

2day saw her...

she become more pretty ard

haha

and i like her style

she has a good business brain

haha

祝你生日快乐

2010-03-30T08:49:00.000-07:00

快到12am了...很快的就到明天了

哈哈

虽然明天没读书 ,因为没有考试阿

就偷懒了一天去学校

要准备信给老师了...

31/3/10

明天就是你的生日了

其实是有点期待的但是我知道我不能陪你过

因为我比别人迟了一步约你

但是没关系只要有心就好了

其实我最希望的是可以陪在你身边

不管在任何时候

只要是你需要到我时,我一定会出现在你身边

很想你=) 最近都很想你

我很希望每当我看电话时

都会有你的信息

很多次都失望了...我很希望每次打给我或找我的都是你

因为我满脑子都是你

该怎么办？

一个星期过去了重要的考试也过了

但是很奇怪的是

为什么我提不起精神读书

我知道我懒..但是为了自己的前途还有你的教导

我会努力的

明天还是在家背书吧...

虽然陪你过生日的不是我

但是我在这里祝你生日快日开开心心

为要上大学的你加油=)

我知道你一定可以的 4年一定可以挨过

加油 !!!

因为自己更要加油 !!!

recently..many happening

2010-03-29T00:17:00.000-07:00

my key board wan spoil ard..

suddenly can use suddenly cant use =.=

OMG !!

wanna buy a new 1 ard..

haiz..

2ml exam seni ..wat i wan to draw ??

which 1 is easy to draw?

so worry ....

and 2day when im take the moral exam

i dunno why

maybe is too hot or too tired

my brain suddenly BLANK!!!

cant think anything

even is the easy question bt i dunno to answer

where my brain go to...???

not enuff sleep?? haiz..

WED is he b'day

bt i cant by he side

nvm la..this time b'day im nt by ur side

next years i will by ur side and celebrate together

haha

i willing it can be true

may god bless it

he wanna go to GMI 4 years

bt they all is racits ,how can he live at thy??

so worry about he..

if any trouble u have,

i will by ur side when u need me

i believe u can do it, try ur best

gambateh =)

and recently..im feel im changed

im also dunno why

im feel im be more LC to my friends ..lolx

really dont now wat happen am i

我们的回忆

2010-03-18T08:31:00.000-07:00

突然好想你

不知道为什么

我很想你在我身边

很想牵着你的手走到遥远的地方

3月5号

还记得这天麻？

这天是我跟你去jusco当你要回家时突然下大雨

但是我们只有一把雨伞

那时我们只用一把小雨伞

当我们用一把雨伞时

感觉到我们在一起好像不分离酱

很喜欢酱的感觉

虽然只是短暂的

但是那时我真的觉得很幸福

因为彼此的心都在一起

何时能再感受到？

这感觉我永远都不会忘记

还有当时的你和我都淋得落汤鸡

哈哈

虽然只有一次但是在我记忆里是留下很深刻的印像

那时应该是最幸福的时候 =)

好喜欢你的样子

哈哈

感觉上有你在就什么都不怕

即使在危险的地方我都不怕

因为都有你在我身边

你的鼓励和力量让我觉得不怕

只有你我才会有酱的感觉

现在的我

2010-03-18T07:52:00.000-07:00

刚刚在我脑子里出现了一句话

‘你当我是什么？’

为什么我的脑海里会出现酱的一句话?

是我想太多吗？

真的是我想太多

为什么我会去想那么多

是我抱太多期望了吗？还是失望？

不知道做什么..是我的问题还是我的错觉

烦恼几时才会走？

2010-02-27T13:20:00.000-08:00

不知道怎么形容

今天本来聊得好好的

但是就是因为我的一句话而弄成这样

我很不开心

我很烦阿....

为什么每次说错话的都是我？？

我不是故意的

那时我以为你是认真的叫我 let u go

我才会叫你 give up de

really sorry

因为酱的一句话我们也吵了很久

我真的很怕很怕很怕

你说的那句话

不再找我不再联络

我看到这些字我真得很怕

我的心莫名其妙的怕

我怕会像以前酱，之前的感觉再从来了

我会放不下的

我今天睡不着啊

虽然我很累了

我第一次会这样

my birthday & belated birthday

2010-02-23T06:59:00.000-08:00

wif my classmate huiling

she so cute=)

my tuition classmate buy the birthday cake for me =)

i like it =)

wif my math and account teachers

black & white

my 1st birthday cake =)

i love it so

thank all of you celebrate wif me =)

im so happy at this years..

3 time in this years my friends and cousin celebrate wif me

thank u all ar =) love you all..

muakss...

1st i wan thank you to kent ...

u is the 1st celebrate wif me, so happy and excited

thank you cake...i like it so much =) haha

2nd thx my cousin and my aunt celebrate to me

haha.. and thx ur present

3rd thx all my tuition friends celebrate wif me ...haha

so happy..

after im going to secondary skul until now..

nobody celebrate wif me b4..Haha
thx all my dear friends and teachers

i love you all

muaksss...

i so surprise u all celebrate wif me...i think u all juz say for fun

haha

so happy when 2gether wif u all =)

and i love the present too...

haha

Chinese New Year coming ~

2010-02-11T04:40:00.000-08:00

chinese new year coming lo..Haha

so expect ..

but im still dont noe hv go bak to hometown or nt

haiz...

i wan go bak ...i miss all my cousin

i wanna go out wif u all...

i dun wan stay at home ><

Hometown !!!Hometown !!

why my dream cant become true??

i really hope it can be true..

go out wif all my cousin

when i thinking about something is nicely and prefect

bt cant become true ><

haiz...

my chinese new year...

and i miss HE

do u miss me ?? Haha

i think so much ard..

everytime i tel myself..i can do it..

bt in the finally , i still cant do it..

why??

haiz...

why gt something is come for suddenly ??

and i cant prepare myself for it..

and i cant accept u

so sorry ...

if after this year maybe i will accept ..

bt nw i really cant do it..so sorry

apologize..

i noe u hv a true heart ...

and u r a good boy..

bt if we 2gether .. u think it is best??

i dont think so

waiting my CNY...

CNY im coming..

Exam ING !!

2010-01-21T22:32:00.000-08:00

2day exam BI...

and i get the tips form my friend early

wat the question will come out i noe ard

haha..

bt ..it will so bad rite??

coz we ard get the tips..

and we find the point for exam

2day exam im so relax coz i ard done my english exam paper

i feel so bad of myself..

when u think it bak...if we didnt get the tips

will we noe do in exam ??

i think is NO =.=

this is the bad thing for me

haiz...

bt it ard pass...dont think so much

and recently i hv sumthing wrong...dunno why

ard 1 week i diden watch tv channel ard..

coz when im come bak at skul,i juz doing my homework and sleep

really tired !!!

this year is very TIRED

and ....

im nt miss he in this recently..

wat wrong for me?? it is a good new for me?

Haha

wish all the best

apologize

2010-01-20T01:49:00.000-08:00

so apologize to you ...

im not really wan refuse u wif a true heart

bt i really....so sorry

except to say sorry i dunno wat i can say again

very apologize...

i noe u'r a good boy, bt i nt a good girl suit to u

have some time i have little fear when i saw u at skul

bt ..i tel myself 'it will nothing happen at all'

we still like friend rite??

this year u really change alot la..bt i still cant feeling any different wif u

except u hv come to skul everyday

this year is important to all of us ..

coz this year is SPM..i dun wan waste my time in any things

this year i will seriously and study myself

i wwan get all pass in my SPM exam

will i do this??

i believe myself

may god bless it =)

even i cant do it...bt i hv do my hard before

2day at kantin ,u come to ask me 'am i sick??'

have a bit feeling scared ,coz u come to ask me suddenly

and i dont no u behind me ><

bt it ok..mean u accept my apologize

im so happy when u talk bak wif me ..haha

coz it deputy u is nth to think it anymore

actually u are a good boy ...and ur mouse full of money

haha

i still dunno u demit ard or nt...

bt it is a good new for me and u

coz we still be a friend ..haha

may god bless you away =)

ｍａｋｅ　thw world is nicely

明天会怎样？

2010-01-03T05:01:00.000-08:00

2day he move ard!! after today ...when i can see he again ><

我不会忘记我们之间的感情

昨天真的是对不起，是我的错

我真的觉得自己很错

为什么每次都是我把事情搞砸

真的对不起!!

那时你跟我说原本要跟我谈

你带我去见你的妈妈

我看到我真的有点惊讶

第一次你对我说带我去见你的妈妈

但是....

还是我的错让事情都搞砸了

现在你搬了...不知道几时我们会在见面

我真的很想你啊!!!

见你的妈妈就是代表你认定我了？

哈哈!! 我想太多了

昨天你打给我我真的很对不起

我也是很想见你但是....

你想带我去你的新家？见你的妈妈？

如果你再问我一次

这次我一定不会拒绝

我知道这已经太迟了...

但是我还是一样的喜欢你

我并不需要物质

我只要一颗喜欢我的心

你能做到吗？能给到我吗？

我现在的心情真的很怕

我很怕我会失去一切

明天就要开学了...我没试过有酱的心情

我很怕我伸不到班

因为上一年的事,让我学会了要‘努力‘

我已经很努力了,为什么还是一样

从我进这间中学开始,刚开学我还是哭得

为什么我妈把我送到这间学校

没有一个人是我认识的

一个人在陌生的环境里

那种感觉你明白吗？没有熟悉的感觉

我还记得那时我每晚都哭

但是我告诉自己我要坚强

日子很快就会过,那时我不会再有这种感觉

在陌生的环境里让我学习到独立

但是我真的可以独立吗？？　　一直以来我都很怕自己一个人

但是有时候是环境所逼让自己变得坚强

在这4年来,接触了很多不同类型的朋友

有坏的有好的

但是到现在我才发现原来坏的不一定坏完

坏的10%里还有7%是好的

每个人的思想逻辑都不同

不能只是以个人的想法去判断一个人的好坏

世界上没坏人只有懒人因为懒人才会去偷别人辛苦赚回来的钱

不知道明天的我会怎样呢？

还是像以前酱，跟他们一班？

我不想再呆在那一班为什么每次都是我一个

个个朋友都离我远去

我不想再跟他们一班我很怕明天还是一样

希望明天会更好

并不期待明天会有什么事发生

但是会有好的事发生在自己身上马？

愿神保佑

may god bless me away

our memories

2009-12-24T03:12:00.001-08:00

2day is the last day we go out

after this ...we cant meet again ard

he need to moce to selangor and he wan to study college

maybe after 5 years or 10 years we can meet again

haha..

i noe it wont be true

but i hope it ~

2day i feel so sad..coz i cant see u again

why u wan to move??

i noe it not ur false..

2day is the happy ending

i will rmb 2day is dec 24 ...

is the happy ending...and our last day

all is the end in 2day !!

really feel sad ...

i love you

do i hv chance to tel u this word??

even 2day is the last day

but i wont 4get our memories

i wish our relationship can become longer

menstual pain

2009-12-02T09:54:00.000-08:00

2ml is my off day!!

2day my period coming

so pain my stomach ><

menstual pain...omg!!!

i hate it

every month when my period come..

my stomach will pain a half day or 2 day

i very hate it!!!

very uncomfortable

who can help me?????

miss he ~

wish ur exam get a good result

haha

so tired this recently ..coz i wont rest b4..

2ml is my 1st day rest..

after the 2 week wan to work

bt i will do my best

all will come to best

haha

waiting for DEC 24

wahaha....

working

2009-11-28T16:59:00.000-08:00

so tired in this few day

juz working

so tired tired tired !!!

after this month ....

haiz...juz me alone

cham lo....

who can help me??

haiz...

wan chirstmas ard....haha

we celebra together?? haha

so expect this years chirstmas live wif you

haha

this years chirstmas really can celebra 2gether??

hope it can become true!!

haha

miss you ~

missing you

2009-11-23T17:11:00.000-08:00

i need to work now le~

good bye all my dear

haha

and wish he good luck in he spm

miss you dear !!!

Miss You....

should i be a modal??

2009-11-21T07:56:00.000-08:00

2day make the cookies

haiz..

but this time i make the cookies is loss ard

sad case

why ??

coz the tempeture??

maybe !!! coz i dont know the temperature

omg !!!

last time i teach from kakak i diden see the temperature

now LOSS liao

nvm ...im make 2ml again

haha

im will sucess to make my cookies

gambateh !!!

wahaha

tues i will start my work ard

sien lo~

hv a bit scare ...don no leh

haha

1st time like tat !!

and i miss HE ar

missing you ..haha

miss you dear ~

haha

this few day i was thinking

about modal

haha

can i be a modal??

but this aim is so far from me

i noe i dont hv the protention

but if u let me take sum pic like modal

i will hapi le

haha

MODAL

should i be a modal??

can ??

wish have a day i can like a modal

this is my aim

start holiday

2009-11-19T23:24:00.000-08:00

ytd so out wif fren

haha

we go sing k..and thn join my sis 2gether

and thn we go pavilion

walk around thn go bak T.S

haiz..sien ytd

bt i hv sumthing is wrong la..

i dunno why also

i noe im do wrong la..

so sorry

ytd we go pavilion see the chirtmas tree so nice

walao..

really so nice

i hope can go wif 'HE'

but my dream is break

ytd night he find me...

i noe he so tired ard...talk also fu hin

i noe u so tired wif u exam

gambateh ar~

wish u good luck in ur exam

i will support beside u always

dear ar~

i noe after u exam u terus remove to selangor

bt nvm la..

my heart still can miss u d..haha

even cant go out anymore

but i still hv our memories

i wont forget 'our memories'

thx you ar~

can beside wif u whatever go anywhere

also is the same

even can beside u anymore

but my heart still got the feeling

haha

have a nice day

DARA -Kiss

2009-11-18T06:33:00.000-08:00

歌词
DARA - Kiss(feat.CL)

I just wanna kiss

I never wanna miss

更为激烈地 one more time 掠夺我呼吸

I'm dying for your kiss

I never wanna miss

不要再犹豫侵占我双唇 Baby boy

为何你总是废话连篇

令人烦闷的Baby boy 难道不会告白爱情吗

I'm not a baby girl

我比你想象还更聪明每天毫无进展的我们

你怎么会如此不懂我 Baby boy

记住为自信着迷的我 My baby boy

你的节奏实在太缓慢

I'm your baby girl

分手时为何手会颤抖虽然不讨厌鲜花戒指

I guess you just never know

不要这么心急别再多说什么

怎会如此胆怯没个男人模样别只顾着傻笑

实在太过没劲闭上眼走过来

And just get it get it I

just wanna kiss I never wanna miss

更为激烈地 one more time 掠夺我呼吸

I'm dying for your kiss

I never wanna miss 不要再犹豫侵占我双唇

Hurry up you let it touch

绝对不提过分要求

Hurry up you let it touch Baby

就这么一次（uh uh uh uh CL）

不要放开我 come on and let my body bounce

不要考验我的耐心我今天也 'bout to luz control

我的心脏简直已 dynamite tik tik tok tok

时间go fast please please stop stop

今夜more fast 笑得像个傻瓜的你我再也按耐不住

killing me if you want me too let's go

我跃动的心是 disco 你就在我身边缠绕毫无预兆就消失的UFO

不要这么心急别再多说什么

怎会如此胆怯没个男人模样别只顾着傻笑

实在太过没劲闭上眼走过来

And just get it get it

I just wanna kiss

I never wanna miss

更为激烈地 one more time 掠夺我呼吸

I'm dying for your kiss

I never wanna miss 不要再犹豫侵占我双唇

Hurry up you let it touch

绝对不提过分要求 Hurry up you let it touch Baby

就这么一次（let's break this down）

爱情是Dangerous

你的眼神太过poisonous

现在心神荡漾的Two of us

然而we just feel so good

爱情是Dangerous

你的双唇实在poisonous

现在心神荡漾的Two of us

We dangerouse in danger danger danger danger

爱情是Dangerous

你的眼神太过poisonous

现在心神荡漾的Two of us

然而we just feel so good

爱情是Dangerous

你的双唇实在poisonous

现在心神荡漾的Two of us

We dangerouse in danger danger danger danger

park bom - you and i

2009-11-18T05:29:00.000-08:00

中文歌词：
No matter what happens
Even when discusse on me now
I promise you
That I'm never let you go
Oh oh oh oh oh oh - Yeah
You 当我倒下的时候
绝不会摇晃强烈的眼神常常会提醒着我
And You 当我没有力气的时候
伤心会走到悬崖边但是有没有理由的找到我
握住我的手的他
我没有为他做过什么就这样简单的我
今天为了他唱着这首歌
Tonight 他的两只眼睛
那微笑后面为了我藏起来的伤痛都能看得到
You and I together it's just feels alright
离别有很多的 Naver
就算别人说什么我也会守护着他
You and I together 不要松开我的手再见的话也Naver
我在这个世界上只有你一个
像许多人那样我们的爱情也有了一点变化
但是不要悲伤就像好久不见的朋友见面时一样可以期待的
I promise you
thar I'm be right here baby
我没有为他做过什么就这样简单的我
今天为了他唱着这首歌
Tonight 他的两只眼睛那微笑后面
为了我藏起来的伤痛都能看得到
You and I together it's just feels alright
离别有很多的 Naver
就算别人说什么我也会守护着他
You and I together 不要松开我的手再见的话也Naver
我在这个世界上只有你一个
当孤独的夜晚来临的时候我慢慢闭上眼睛他的呼吸声
拥抱着我的时候我什么都不怕在这世上
任何人都无法代替他
You are the only one in
I'll be there for you baby
You and I together it's just feels alright
离别有很多的 Naver 就算别人说什么
我也会守护着他
You and I together 不要松开我的手
再见的话也Naver 我在这个世界上只有你一个
Just you and I Forever...

and Ever

miss you

2009-11-18T01:48:00.000-08:00

2day diden go to skul!!

haha

coz ard last day !!!

but I MISSSSSSS him ar~

missssssssssssss him so

but u need to prepare ur exam

miss u in my heart

wahaha

http://goanimate.com/movie/0t9CPb3NDK7Q?utm_source=linkshare&uid=07HPZhh09Y5g

this is the video

is u make for me

i love it so~

thx ar dear

haha

i really love it

haha

2day is nth special

i sleep until 1.30 baru wake up

walao!!!

coz i see the sky look like wan rain ard

so i faster wake up and take my breakfast

haha

after i finish to do all my thing

rain ard !!!

haha

i so geng...can count when he rain

huh?!!

fri i wan do my cookies

last time i do for my dear

haha

he say it nice

bt is my 1st time to do..

even nt so nice la..bt he like jiu ok le

haha

he mum say so...

im so hapi..haha

he mum say cal me new year go he house to do cookies

bt i noe it jk onli la...

coz after he spm he will remove to selangor ard

so far !!!

i will miss he

MISS YOU ~

sick

2009-11-17T04:24:00.000-08:00

when i wake up in the morning..

i reli beh tahan ard

so cold...

bt i still need to take bath

haha

when i finish my bath ..

i think i catch cold ard

i juz keep ..'da pen ti'

walao!! in the morning keep like tat

my voice will be change to guy voice

cham lo..

until nw belum ok!!!

faster ok la..so tired nw

need to rest !!!

and you ar !!!

MISS HE NOW

he study i cant disturb he

wish he good luck in he spm!!

may god bless he away

i juz wanna to tel you!!

i willing stay beside you

at this moment i will by you side

i love you dear ~

take care you self ar

haha

maybe 2ml is last time go to skul

happy~

2ml need take bak the text book to skul

is the last time 2ml lo...

i will miss you all

thx all my fren in this year

i learn mny thing in this year

haha

miss you ~

happy day

2009-11-14T03:01:00.000-08:00

haha..so hapi 2day
coz i do a 'bisket cookies'
wahaha..
i so hapi ..coz monday i can gv he the cookies
i do myself d leh..
haha
juz nw can hapi..coz i cal he a while
can hear he voice ..haha
bt sorry ar dear..
coz i cal u..let u cant sleep
bt u must study hard
i will support u always..and stay beside u
haha
dunno why...when i finish to do the cookies
my feel so hapi
haha
coz i do for u?? wahaha
monday i will gv u a surprize
when u see it ..u will surprise why i noe how to do
haha

miss my dear~

monday monday ~~

a nice monday

bt juz nw ...dunno why
in msn gt a person find me..
this will come to suddenly
my feel so down and angry !!!
tat guy put my name in msn
he writing '真得很想你余慧敏 '
OMG!!! write my full name
scare diden person noe =.=
very angry this type of guy
u write at msn for??
let me see , how u miss me??
but so sorry !!！
i dont care wat u write in they
coz I DONT LIKE YOU
it is the point !!!
if u wan i reply again i will say again
COZ I DONT LIKE YOU
we juz a NORMAL NORMAL FRIEND
dont think so much to me
i wont suit to you
pls !!!ｇｏ　ａｗａｙ　！！！
ｇｏｇｏｇｏｇｏ！！！！

miss you

2009-11-12T22:23:00.000-08:00

dunno why leh..

2day hapi ar..haha

bt suddenly i feel unhappy

coz no ppl teman me go to buy sumthing =='

im so miss he now ar

my dear ~~

whr r u ?? miss you~

and hv a ppl juz send a msg to me

walao!! when i see it

i beh tahan ard !!

why i get this msg d..haiz

nasib baik i wont reply he

haha

reli is..haiz

nvm la..maybe is im think too much ard

wahaha...

i no like he also

i juz hv my dear enuff

haha

i still miss u ar..wat can i do??

keep miss u ~haha

next week exam la..study hard la [say to my self]

haha

sad case

2009-11-11T23:26:00.000-08:00

miss he ar!!

bt he wan prepare he examing liao

wish he good luck ^^

i will support u always

wat he doing now?? haha

haiz..

im noe i so ngam cham he dont like 1

bt u will take care urself ar

keke

2day so unhappy ar !!

my exam !! this time math so hard

i dunno how to do ><

wat can i do =='

juz simple writing ...haiz

i so angry to myself

why i wont study must ??

2ml account and sains paper 1 ...

can i cope wif this 2 exam paper???

i dunno ><

maybe can !!!

i will get confident to myself

i will can pass in this 2 exam d...

goos luck to all my fren^^

exam ing~~

2009-11-10T23:46:00.000-08:00

~正在考试中~

还有一个星期多才考完

要加油拉现在

不然成绩就很差了

昨天考的sejarah 既然一题都不会

气死我拉!!!

他既然出前面的而后面有读的就没出><

这也只能怪自己没读书

haiz...

本来还想作弊的怎知道抄了的答案既然没用到 =='

没关系拉还有第一张来拉分

希望那张考好点了

明天考math le..有点担心

因为我后面的都不会阿!!!

有些不明白怎么办啊？？

担心阿!!! 考不好怎样办？？

我的math 一直以来都不是很好了

haiz...

真的很担心明天的考试~

最近都不知道怎么了

他又生病了...

虽然是担心他...但是每次一叫他照顾自己喝多点水

就说我ngam cham ...

昨天他对我说没什么事不要找他

好!!! 没事我不会找你不想打扰你读书

我知道你要准备你的SPM

我知道~

专心在你的SPM ar~ 但是还是照顾身体重要

每次都那么容易病~

病快快的好，那就有精神读书了拉

哈哈

加油哦~

在这祝大家考试顺利~

examing

2009-11-03T22:20:00.001-08:00

2day period come ard..

menstrual pain again!!

haiz...every month will be like tat ><

bt it ok..nw i feel so tired

need to rest

after rest i will study my sains

SAINS ar!! 2ml is sains i cant move any time and minutes

haha

coz i will study now!!!

i get sum sains tips from my friend

haha

so hapi now!! study loo...

wish me good lucky at 2ml exam !!

hope all of u good luck for exam paper..

haha

good bye all my dear friends ~

and the last ...

pls take care ~

ARG !!

2009-10-30T22:29:00.000-07:00

ytd at skul so hapi ar..haha

dunno why leh..

juz beside at he ...im also hapi ard

haha

i so miss he now !!!

wat can i do ??

dear ar....im miss u so

do u miss me too ??? haha

wat u doing now?? ytd so ARG !!

when my sis bak thn juz scold me..wth!!

hate it...

after tat ..it ok,thn tat ppl cal me again =='

why he so 'fan ' ar??

i dun like this kind of ppl

always kacau...do u think you are a bother person ??

but i think it..

pls dun come to bother me anymore !!

i cant control wat happen will be next

and dont always sms 'u wake up ard ??' this kind of msg to me

so nauseate when i see it..

and ytd u send me the msg...cal me dun wan study too late

omg!!!

it more nauseate...i cant tahan ard !!!

pls la !!

im not suit to you !!

dont think so much at me !!! u cant get the good benefit to me !!

juz a fren is ok..but u wont think is fren ..

ok!! i will be cruel in this time..

and my heart juz hv 1 ppl onli..

he is 'wong yang kent '

什么事呢?

2009-10-29T02:16:00.000-07:00

haiz...都不知道做么
喜欢他.. 是件好事? 还是坏事？
不知道做么...我会介意你提到别的女生
我真的会mind 的...虽然我口头上没说什么
但是心里真的有点不好受
一起了好像没什么感觉酱的
我会很重视每一段的感情但是你呢？
我很希望我在你心中是有一点分量
其实你以前的东西我真的不介意
我只想现在你能关心我就好了
我知道你很贴心但是有时你又很气人的
我喜欢你什么啊？
erm...
喜欢你可爱的时候？哈哈
喜欢就是喜欢咯..哈哈
可爱时候的你真的很可爱
真的希望你的心不要分那么多
我想过如果我能成为你心中那个多好啊
但是有可能吗？是我想太多了拉
根本不可能发生的
哈哈
你喜欢的是会乐器和画画那种女生
而我呢?
却什么都不会画画没天分乐器更不用说拉
外表不特出表现也不特出
很差哦?? 是咯..自己那么差还要求那么多
我知道我不是你心目中想要得
你想要得但是你还没追求到
那我在你心里算什么呢？
erm...
有时真的很担心你...
你啊~自己不会照顾自己
又说我ngam cham ...
我都不想的马...只是关心你而已
最近我都很想你啊...怎么办？
想到....
我喜欢你说话的时候哈哈
还有你笑...haha
不知道叻..就是很喜欢涅你
你真的很可爱...不是贬义阿

worry

2009-10-26T00:45:00.001-07:00

cham lo...my period not yet come leh

how??

omg!!

worry now !!! wat can i do??

haiz...

who can help me??

why i still no come yet...

haiz...

worry !!!

saterday go eat buffer wif fren

walao....so 'nice'

at LOT 10 3rd flood...haha

really so nice la...

we go funny at thy...eat eat and eat

wahaha...

next time i wan go other place to eat liao

the sea food not so fresh...

next time go 'shubuya'

haha

but thy will so expensive ><

haiz...

next week will exam ard..

exam coming soon~

wish me good luck at all the subject

bye

moody

2009-10-25T02:58:00.000-07:00

bad mood now ><

dunno why

haiz...

moody!!!

juz nw go to buy a prepair card..

when i buy it...i juz put in my hp

but...when i put in..

CANNOT !!

wat the problem..

i noe wat the problem ..

coz i ard change to maxis

nvm...i put the hotlink sim card inside

when i put in juz onli hv 0.09 sen

omg!!

no more credit

thn i go bak to 7-11 ask can change bak to hotlink or nt

bt she say cant ><

wt..

hate it !!

change bak also cannot

bullshit

and i reli hate it !!

lose my RM 10

sad case ....

haiz

no more mood

wohoo

2009-10-21T02:08:00.001-07:00

haha..2day decide wif my fren

this saterday go to eat buffer..

but have sumthing to worry

worry about my period ..this month my period maybe will become late

dunno leh...juz think

if my period come early

erm...not bad also la..

but IF at saterday my buffer will no more liao

coz stomach pain ..

haiz...

now i will waiting 'he' come

hope can come early...and go early

haha

nw dunno why leh...

juz feeling so no reality

u say u like me...but no love me

i also dunno ar...

juz like normal more good la...

no need think so much

haha

recently so tired ...dunno why

actually....feeling not is a problem..

the main point is...

dunno how to say ><

juz skip this part la..

i wish u can really due our relationship

coz i will think it is real

i wont let u dissapointed again

exam was coming soon

wan study hard ard!!

all my dear friends

wake up looo~

start to study at nw

haha

心情

2009-10-13T22:51:00.001-07:00

惨了...这几天很累><

上课都没精打采酱

haiz...

今天脑海里一直出现他

不知道他会怎样....不开心？没心情？

很担心你啊~

现在又生病了你自己都不会好好照顾自己

真是的你

昨天我知道你没心情

除了照片的事以外...你还有事情烦

我知道我不会安慰别人越说越错

真的对不起啊

我叫你朋友不要跟你说我会做sumthing special to u..

但是你听到他说会失望

你也对我失望了是吧? 我真的没为一个男生做这些的

但是就唯独是你

虽然只是剩下几天我会好好珍惜这几天的时间

真的希望你收到我送你的东西时会很开心

但是我又担心你会不喜欢

那天你跟我说的东西你说是真的

那时我真得很开心阿....

因为我也喜欢你了

那我们现在算是正式一起马？

那天你说就算朋友问你你会承认

既然你承认了那我就不用担心什么了

只要你说的是就是....

很没主见哦我??

担心你啊...

生病要好好照顾自己...那么容易就生病

我知道你和他不一样

我不想像以前酱越踩越深

要拔出来就很难了...

加油拉~

好好照顾自己啊

如果有一天

2009-10-10T06:02:00.000-07:00

現在也只能欣賞　

唯一的合照一張

淡忘了的是那個街角

想念的是當時的微笑

生活中交錯失望

越想念就越孤單

若再被寂寞迎頭趕上

多感傷原來只是正常你是不是也在品嚐

一個人的咖啡和天光是不是也忽然察覺到　

多出時間看天色的變換

如果有一天　

我們再見面　

時間會不會倒退一點

也許我們都忽略

互相傷害之外的

感覺如果哪一天　

我們都發現　

好聚好散不過是種遮掩

如果我們沒發現　

就給彼此多一點時間

如果有一天当我们都碰面时

你是否还记得当年的那个我？

还是我们会像个过路人一样

就算碰面了

都不知道对方是谁

人生中就是有那么多的巧合

冥冥之中让我们相遇

但是在这之间

我们却不认识

是否会觉得是不是上天在戏弄我们

为什么该相遇的却不能认识

如果让你认识对方

这不是巧合

而是你们的命运安排

你相信命运马?

珍惜~

2009-10-10T02:36:00.000-07:00

我在想什么?? 哈哈

我自己都不知道

突然间心情很down

不知道叻....keke

虽然你说我们还有最后一个星期

因为过多一个月你就要考试了

你叫我想好下个星期有什么计划

但是我能想的就只有一点...

谁能给我idea?? 问过朋友们的意见

煮东西我又不会...弄一本书好像没什么心思

如果弄到出来不美

他会怎样想呢??

原来想这些还要伤脑筋的

哈哈

我在想去那里好呢? KLCC 公园?

我觉得会很美...但是他跟家人去过

好像没什么纪念酱哦...

如果我能像电视据酱在草场上弄一个心型一定会很美

但是我就是想不到用什么弄...

弄这个给他他一定会很有惊喜的

哈哈

因为我好像没弄过类是酱的东西

之前都是买的...好像没诚意

这次我不想没诚意用我自己的手弄吧...haha

刚才你说只剩下一个星期

一个星期后就是原来的朋友

哈哈...

虽然只有那么一个星期但是我会好好珍惜这一个星期

你说在最后一个星期里

做我自己想要得 ?? 我最想就是2个人在一起就够了

哈哈

如果喜欢就算在那里都没关系

是这样吗？

哈哈

好好珍惜接下来的一个星期

哈哈

trouble

2009-10-09T00:05:00.000-07:00

now im so uncomfortable ar...

wat i thinking now??

ytd we decide ard ...we will 'di diao 'at skul

coz ytd gao diao ard...

di diao mean we juz like normal friend

tak ada berkaitan ...

haiz...

im no nid u teman me always...

im juz wan like normal...

my heart so uncomfortable ar...

who can help me??

u say juz leave 2 week can we meet??

im plan wat we doing in this 2 week

i had nt idea ar!!!

u say wan to see how much i understand you

but i scare if i planing ard ..but u dun like

how can i do for tat time??

mean i juz no understanding u??

i dun wan ar...

2day i hv a idea..

i think le so long time...

我想我们一起去公园....公园的环境真的很优美

然后就一起去我们去过的地方

其实我们去过那里叻? 都是一样的...没什么特别

但是我觉得就算是去那里

都是有我们自己的特色

然后把我们去过的地方都拍来下把它做成一本属于我们的memories

还有呢? 除了去公园真的想不到可以去那里了

还可以去那里...??

我很想一起去很多没去过的地方....

虽然只剩下那么短的时间但是我一定会做到的^^

属于我们的memories ~

哈哈

seminar

2009-10-01T02:22:00.000-07:00

so tired 2day...

2day im go a seminar at JPWP

Jabatan Perlajaran Wilayah Persekutuan

this is a jabatan

teacher choose 4 student go this seminar

we move on 7.30am

when we reach thy ard 7.50am

i see mny teacher wif student

at thy hv mny other skul student ..

a skul hv 4 student assist tat 4 student is choose for teacher

when we go in...

inside upholster so grand

im 1st time see the seminar is grand

and the sit place like cinema ....haha

so comfortable

and we hv 2 break time ...

at break we go to eat...but thy food not so nice...

my mum cook more nice..haha

the important is...

this seminar teach mny things to me

im learn mny things wif this seminar

this seminar subject is ' perdagangan'

when he start to say...

we all so serious listen ....haha

so hapi can come this seminar...

if next time hv other subject seminar i will go again

haha

but so tired la...go a half day

reli tired...but nvm la...

im can learn mny knowledge at here...

haha

hope me this final exam can get a good result wif this subject^^

may god bless me ~

and all of you my fren

get the good result in this final exam

ｈａｉｚ．．

2009-09-30T00:55:00.000-07:00

最近是怎么了? 我自己都不知道

发生了什么事？

我的心真得很不舒服

你对我真的很敷衍啊....

为什么你会酱?之前的你都不是酱的

难道感情真的可以让人失去理智

我们之间的是友情还是感情？

我自己都不知道

我知道做事情要会有主见会判断

但是我自己都做不到

感情真的会有百分百马？

认识了4年

认识你可以说很幸运无论什么方面你都可以做到很好

唯一不好的是你感情方面

你给我的感觉就是你很会说话很会哄女生花心

因为你每次说的东西都可以让别人误会

每次跟你很近的女生都可以跟你炒绯闻

哈哈

这些叫什么? 可以说你真的很有异性缘

你给我的感觉不够踏实

如果你能踏踏实实不乱玩玩多好但有时酱你又很可爱

哈哈

看到你玩的时候就很好笑

但是当你严肃时脸就很难看

跟你说就只是敷衍

说你又不是讲你又不是 ...

那我要怎样？

就像你说的不要喜欢上你哈哈

就算可以不喜欢就当回以前好谈的朋友

最近真的很奇怪

我不知道什么事!! 但是我知道一定有事情发生

惨了!!现在我的心很不平静

现在每天都想你　

我要怎么办？

当没这回事？

找你又不是　　不找又不是

ｉ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｔｒｙ　ｍｙ　ｂｅｓｔ　　　　

bad!!

2009-09-30T00:16:00.001-07:00

haiz...2day so bored at skul

coz 2day hv another student and teacher come our skul

so our skul hv a activities for other skul

and mny teacher hv join it...

and juz from 4 student A,B,C class hv join

other class din't ...

so our class din't so bored at class...

2day is 1st time no teacher come our class

walao...'sien' really so sien

haiz...

if im noe 2day no teacher at class im wont come to skul

come to skul for ?? ply ??

exam was coming soon ard...

but i dunno why tat all teacher lazy...

no come in the class...

how to student study ?? no nid study ??

fail all the subject ??

OMG !!!

im reli dunno wat the teacher doing....

exam is important to we all...this is final exam

pls all teacher take attention !!!

and rajin a bit..

dont lazy anymore!!

ARG ~ why hv this kind of teacher in our skul !!

sad ...!!

juz a little teacher is rajin ...another ...??

i dunno...maybe think teacher is a fun job =='

2day so bad mood...

dunno why...haiz

after skul im see he wait he mum

dunno why...haiz

he nth talk wif me ?? i dunno..

or he hv sumthing trouble

i so worry ....

haiz...

now im so uncomfortable ar

how ?? u tel me wat can i do ??

im so uncomfortable now

it really....

im so care...why im so care ??

im care wat he thinking now

my heart really so uncomfortable

who can tel me wat can i do ??

why ?? why ?? why ??

now im so unnormal...

i will try to control myself !!

amen...

2009-09-29T07:22:00.000-07:00

wat i doing this recently ??
and wat u doing this recently ???
y i feel so ...
haiz...dunno how to say
can u tel me wat u thinking ??
i reli dunno wat u thinking...
wat we relationship now??
i dunno...
juz a friend ?? haha
maybe we never start and never end
juz 顺其自然 ??
r u think like this ??
this recently im feel so...dunno how to say
can i say uncomfortable ?? erm....
or maybe say worry...
wat i can do now?? i feel u change ard...
i dunno why i feel like tat..
but im noe i dont think and dont see
maybe i can look like nth happen at all
but actually is cant ...
haiz...
so trouble...
recently very happening ....
1st is mine...
2nd is tuition centre...
i cant think my friend is this kind of person
why he can say like tat??
i reli dunno...
but i noe this will be start ...
this is he psyche problem...
wat we can do ?? counsel he ??
maybe this is a good approach ...
at here...i wish he can 4get all the trouble
and dun think any is hurt to any 1
i noe u can do it...

may god will bless u away

give the lucky to all my friend

holiday ~

2009-09-20T05:45:00.000-07:00

haha...2day so hapi
coz im and my mum and family go to 'kampung titi'
mayb u all dint hear b4 wat place is it..
im also ><>
1st time when we hear the kampung titi
we all dun no wat is this ??
all hv question mark ....haha
but 2day when we reach thy ...juz like a kampung
erm...the place nice also
at thy ..the air so fresh not like kl
haha
we step by step to go ....
our journey juz normal...nth special
the specially is...we go to waterfall
walao...i like the waterfall
but this bus onli 8 person is young ...
another is old...
when we saw the waterfall..we so hapi
haha ...1st we go to upstrain wif my cousin sis and cousin bro
we all hv 6 person...
walao..the water so cold..
at thy reli reli cold..pei da han
haha
but it was fun...we all play until crazy
mny ppl ply at thy...haha
we so lucky
at thy juz we 6 person onli...
im so hapi hv this experience coz i wont ply b4 like tat
haha..
it was so exciting ...i like it
but we dint take pic...coz we all ard dropping
wahaha....
after that ...all ppl wait we all at bus
so we all go bak early...
but hapi also..haha
after that more funny...next journey we go 草药园
hv a part like semina ...all ppl listen and the teacher teach we how to take care our body
sumthings cancer....
thn juz we 4 ppl sleep at thy..
haha
we sit at the back ...the teacher hv seem la
but he cant do anythings ....we all reli tired
coz ply the waterfall ard..haha
no much energy to listen ...after that we go the last place is 石拿督公
this place is 拜神的 ...nice also
but juz 30mint thn we go bak to kl
go bak kl also juz 30 mint...
2day journey juz like this onli...specially is waterfall
haha

and ytd...im go out wif he
haha ...so hapi ytd
dunno why...hv a little feeling unhappy..
dunno leh...he say another girl infront of me
im feel not well
mayb im sensitive for this...
but im dint say it ...coz i noe 随缘la ...
he is a good boy...but he dunno how to be a good man
if he hv a bit stout ...this more best
i like the kind of boy hv stout ...and takecare me
juz this onli..another dun hv nvm...can learn
if he gv me feeling like this kind of ppl
i wont relinquish
but now...is NO...
i dint feel he is a stout man...
mayb he will change ....whatever,he dream girl is not me
he hv mny choice ...
and im cant gv any comment for this...
juz ....随缘la..haha

bored

2009-09-16T22:44:00.000-07:00

2day did go to skul..haha
so lazy...and all my fren also diden go to skul
wahaha...
so boring 2day...stay at home very sien ar
so miss he...haha
wat can i do ??
erm ...dunno =)
ytd our skul celebrate the 'mredeka' and hv a show is 'lion dance'
haha
the lion dance so nice....
i like the [lion]
very very nice....i like it...haha
this lion very special...this time the lion is red colour 1
so elegant ....i like it so much...
1st time see the lion so nice...
i cant 4get the lion ..
if at tat time i hv camera i will take mny pic wif the lion
haha
ok la..2day is nth special to me..
miss him~

kateyee

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